Sharon in Wonderland

I've been waiting all of my life just for one wish Torn between your fears and I can barely exist Lost deep inside my mind the deeper you twist You call and you nag and you just fucking persist I've been waiting all of my life just to be who I am Caught up in your show I've been locked in mayhem Hooked up with these wires I feel like your program Almost three decades now and it feels like a scam I've been waiting all of my life hoping you'd change Over and over I have begged, but you're deranged Why does this all shit have to feel so damn strange One day I'll escape you and we'll just be estranged

Take a rose and break off it's petals Get on a roof and break it's metal Make some tea then break the kettle Talk to your God and then your devil I'm off to a new land with streets of gold A wonderland where Alice never gets old Where pain and suffering just are no more When no more of my tears will hit the floor I'm off to a new land of fire and brimstone An underland with Alice on a tombstone Where there's fear and terror in a cyclone Where the fire's hot and there's no wishbone I saw a light and it was my guardian angel She said, "darling why do you love danger?" I knew I did, but I knew it was for the flavor Didn't know what to do , but I'm no hell raiser I saw a dark cloak rise up from the earth He saw me, smiled, " why are you so shook?" I knew that I was, not wanting t o get hooked Cunning and manipulative, I h ad to overlook

Give me red and white roses in the winter Roll the dice just once , you are my winner Keep painting my heart with gold and glitter Chain smoking cigarettes down by the river Pockets full of stones, bones, and garnets So high up towards the moon, like a rocket Kiss me harder 'cause I won't say stop it Dance around you wearing my gold locket Dreaming another secret champagne scene Must be a little optimistic aesthetic fantasy Wearing the crown and you call me queen Sky spinning, I see diamonds and morphine He wants me, but I'm someone else's baby I say we don't have astrology or chemistry My guy and I got crazy mystery, that history Not worried about trickery, t his ain't witchery Can't go back in time, maybe we can tonight Fingers in my hair, stuck in the starlight Skin shines bright, caught up in moonlight Stare too long we'll be friends with satellites Darkness can't keep me from all my pearls I know out of everyone I'm...