Find her again.

The years have come and gone. Faster than I ever imagined they would. Life has thrown me good and bad. I have so much to write about. So many thoughts that have merely suffocated my mind. I've seen hell first hand. I've seen heaven first hand. Now, I'm somewhere in the middle. I'm luke warm! Not hot. Not cold. And that's the worst thing to be. Luke warm. I've changed into someone I never thought I'd be. I have a life I never thought I'd have. It's disappointing to wake up every day and know things could have been different if only I would have made the right choices. Choices. Life's all about choices. I made choices that affected my life, whether good or bad. Mostly bad. I've been trapped inside a person I don't know anymore. I see a stranger when I look in the mirror. I look back at old photos and writings. I don't know that girl anymore. My new goal? Find her again.