Stargirl.


Give me red and white roses in the winter
Roll the dice just once, you are my winner
Keep painting my heart with gold and glitter
Chain smoking cigarettes down by the river

Pockets full of stones, bones, and garnets
So high up towards the moon, like a rocket
Kiss me harder 'cause I won't say stop it
Dance around you wearing my gold locket

Dreaming another secret champagne scene
Must be a little optimistic aesthetic fantasy
Wearing the crown and you call me queen
Sky spinning, I see diamonds and morphine

He wants me, but I'm someone else's baby
I say we don't have astrology or chemistry
My guy and I got crazy mystery, that history
Not worried about trickery, this ain't witchery

Can't go back in time, maybe we can tonight
Fingers in my hair, stuck in the starlight
Skin shines bright, caught up in moonlight
Stare too long we'll be friends with satellites

Darkness can't keep me from all my pearls
I know out of everyone I'm your favorite girl
Light can't keep you from giving me a twirl
Beg me on your knees, I'll be your stargirl

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