Sharon in Wonderland

Wearing ink of three ravens attached Half of my heart takes time but, I can't keep loving you. Black is their color; song of comfort Clarity is what I desire and, Is the farthest thing in my reach. I can only fall short for so long Someday I'll fly to you but, someday I'll soar. Mostly the outcast through his eyes I wasn't in yours before and, white lace gave me away in the dark. If you want love we can make it, through the forest of battlefields but, you gave up before we won the race. If there were any stamina left it's your to claim as your own and, you stole what wasn't there.

"I think I've already lost you, I think you're already gone. I think I'm finally scared now. You think I'm weak, I think you're wrong." As time progresses on, I realize exactly where I went wrong. I can look back now and it just be a journey. Have I reached my destination yet? That is the true question. I used to dream so many things when I was a little girl. I never wanted to be married. I never wanted any children. I wanted to live all on my own, with no man to worry about. The way I saw, and still see, it as was just another situation which had the opportunity to go wrong. I was never the person who needed anyone around. I was an only child growing up with little family, with the exception of parents, and I've been okay with that. I've always fantasized about the big city life. The lights, sounds, atmosphere--I wanted it all. I still want it all. Finally I am free from the burden of a man to control me. I don't care what anyone says, being...

Another Thanksgiving has come and passed, aye?! I definitely had a good time. I ate so much food, I didn't hardly have to eat today!! Thanksgiving is the time of year (but shouldn't be the ONLY time) to be thankful for what we all have! (and don't have!) I am most definitely thankful for my amazing family. They hold me together when I'm barely hanging by a thread. I am also thankful for my few friends who are, of course, my other halves. Withouth these people, life wouldn't be as enjoyable! December is almost here, and I cannot believe Christmas is taunting my door yet again! I LOVE the holiday season and it's great to be alive for yet another year. We must remember, not a day is promised to us! We sometimes see Christmas and the holiday season as a must, but many families are torn apart from lost loved ones! Always cherish the present (and not present like gift!), because we might not be around for the next one! I am so ready for the Christmas tree to go up! I ...

-The Faeriest of them all- Some are sweet and some are sour Some misuse their reign of power. Healing ability with no escape, Neggs of color, size, and shape. Amongst the stars, between the snow, Beautiful wings with the utmost glow. Some with soup and teeth galore, Most pets old and young adore. From light to dark, from day to night, Beloved creatures always in flight. Rivers to streams, forests to clouds, Brewing pots and battle cries aloud. So many choices, but one must pick, Who is on top of Fyora's list? Hands of fire, nature, and air, Or is it the one hiding in her lair? Gracious blessings offered to those Chosen pets who dare not appose. Let them fly and let them be free Thank them all for making us see Whether good or evil, big or small, Choice of weapon or the prettiest doll. In Neopia there need not be any squall Of who is the faeriest of them all. Just a poem I submitted on a topic for a poetry contest. Enjoy, if you catch the meaning!

I put up my Christmas tree today. I really don't care if Thanksgiving hasn't arrived yet, either. I felt it was time for some holiday cheer. I'm hoping for a life altering season. I've been in my house for a week straight. I haven't been in the city once. I get so bored sometimes, but it feels good to just relax. I never knew the meaning of nothing until recently. Most of us never have time to sit at home with really nothing to do. I have. I sat in my rocker and gazed outside the window. I had no chores to complete, no place to go, nothing to fix, nothing to do what so ever . It felt good. But, I am a young woman who used to NEVER stop. I went and went like the energizer bunny. This little experience has given me plenty of time to think beyond the universe, though. I've had so much time to sit and think about all the things I've never had time to contemplate. I asked myself so many questions about life and what I want mine to become. It's hard really, ha...

Hey guys. I wanted to let you all know I started up another blog, It's a new day. This blog consists of insipiring photography and quotes to help brighten up our days. I'd appreciate it if you stopped by and had a look and follow if you enjoy! Thanks for all the support, Sharon Chaline

Winter is drawing closer every minute. It's amazing how another year has passed almost like a flash from a camera. Rapid and unnoticeable until the shock of arrival. Crazy how many emotions I've felt since the beginning of the year. There are less than six weeks until Christmas. Another holiday alone? Another holiday full of wish lists that are never granted? Another holiday waiting?Thanksgiving is going to be at our door step in just a little over two weeks. That is incredible. Time flies so fast. I'll never understand it. Never. I'm not exactly sure I want to though. It would be saddening to watch time fly. I'd be too busy watching it fly than enjoying the amount I've been given here. I have so many things to change. I'd like to set a day it will be done, but I don't want to either cut myself short or delay the very well needed changes any further. I used to let time control me, but I've learned how to throw up a white flag and surrender. There i...

What an insipid use of air She deserves nothing So obtuse and unworthy Good for laughs and no more than I've known her for years to the day She never changed for anyone once Only an exception of a more futile mind Such a meaningless body, understanding not Just a trivial excuse for a human Using nothing as everything Inane in every notion towards the sky Why can't she care? Wasteful when it comes to time I know she'll regret the imbecilic way Before the end she will have such anguish I'll be gone, I can't undertake any longer

It is a beautiful fall afternoon. I wish you could see it. I believe it's time to re-cap through the past months. For my record, and for yours. It's been a rocky journey. A journey I'm here to tell about. It's been bad. It's been good. It's been bittersweet. I met a man. We fell in love quickly, too quickly. I became a doll. I couldn't even think for myself anymore. I wanted love so bad. I fell hard, fast. We became engaged. That lasted maybe two months. Our relationship became a game of chase. The distance got to me, made me weak, so he moved here. The closeness made me feel faint, got to me, and failed. We broke up, still in love, more than five times to this day. I love him, I really do. I am so scared of what could happen with this. I know it's my decision and I choose my fate and my destiny, but there are always situations we cannot control. I have been incredibly bi-polar, if I will be brutally honest with myself. It's not fair to my heart or t...

The time has come to meet our match All the more of a haunting past The serenity delayed upon my face Brown leaves falling down at a rapid pace A caution sign pops into my brain A never ending tale of an everlasting rain Between the drops and above the clouds An angel pleads to an angry crowd Decisions to be made and answers to be given We never seem to accumulate the proper vision Men can't be persuaded and never have a clue When the tale has been told, it's always past due Cranberries and frost nipping at your stoop Fall back to the rhythm persuaded from your group The sound complies to a whisper from above Reach out your hand and grab onto the love