Drag me to hell.


First it was dry,
like the taste in my mouth.
The sensation crawled slowly,
I was yearning from the drought.
I looked eargly towards you twice,
hoping we'd never have to part.
The first time the clock went around,
I knew he'd stole my heart.
All of my wants and nothing I need,
time now says, I need you to fix me.
The thing I should have told myself was
not to get comfortable. I'm not who I was,
this is just my story in hell.

Comments

Shadow said…
a harsh reality!
July 13, 2009 at 4:29 AM
Wait. What? said…
Sadly this is sometimes true.
July 13, 2009 at 9:49 AM
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